Kelly, It's Janet, the counseling nurse at UIHC. I'm so sorry to hear that Chance died. I want you to know how impressed I was with how loving and caring you were to him. He couldn't have had a better mother! I can't imagine how hard it must be to get up each day. I know your heart is broken. I hope your memories of your time with him helps. My prayer for you is that you are able to see the wonderful qualities and potential that you uniquely possess, and you will find a way to make your dreams for yourself reality. Don't give up on yourself! Fondly, Janet